when someone that you love and suddenly the man who you are not really2 knows comes to your life and broke your relatioship what kinds of feeling will you be feel? tetiba ada orang ke tiga coba coba nak menyibok pulak dalam hubungan kita tu memang sesuatu yang mengannoykan, lagi-lagi bila dia asyik nak pi rumah kita, keep calling you, and cakap "rinduya" ya allah masa tu mebuak buak pulak darah ni kan. i know im still not belonging with any yet but i had my own choice and i deserve with it..
i know he is a better person, at first i have done Istikharah, im confused,.. he's suddenly comes and tell to my mon that he's looking at me.. from where he knows me? he tell me since he saw me at mosque after Terawih, at first i like him but i dont know why since im doing Istikharah suddenly i had no feelings with him! no! zero! , now im so annoying because of what he knows that i'll be going to be proposed end of this year.. and he's still not give up whyyy?? my future fiance still can be patient at "you"
at last my heart realize that why should i leave someone who are willing to be with me when imin ease or hard situation? he can accept whatever who i am and no matter what, plus, the moment what i can't forgot is when i go back from work he follow me from the back to make sure im safe. even in raining time. im not sure whether that annoying man willing to be with me no matter what because sometime when im not in mood he will not able to understand me, It will be hard to replace someone who are really know us better. not only that, the man who are going to proposed me is the man who are really "telinga kebal" when im start to membebel, i dont know how to describe, almost 3 years we're getting together and i remember i found Him at Masjid ikhwanul muslimin.
so i hope the ma who are trying to broke my relationship you will never win, just Allah ca do everything. so sorry im just blocking you at facebook and you are sooo rude person, im not going to judge person with their appearance anymore, tidak semestinya kamu berkopiah kamu lah malaikat. we're human being, imperfect. so please stay away from me. please respect me. im sorry you are rejected.maybe jodoh awak bersama yang lebih baiklagi.saya terlalau emosional malam ni sebab awak sangat tidak pandai nak faham dan menghormati perasaan orang lain.
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